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First, I'd like to say...


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*COLLAPSES*


I... apologize for any slopping typing or spelling or whatever that may be seen in this journal. I have never been this tired.

I came home from school today and slept solidly for a whole hour. Then I had to get up and go to some bollocks meeting at work, and after dinner, I'll bet I'll be asleep again pretty soon.

I felt disorientated walking home - usually I'm okay at dealing with tiredness, but this just hit me in the face.

And I'm supposed to be working on my goddamn portfolio. Given, I've been working my ass off on it all day, but the deadline is tomorrow, and I want so badly for it all to have been enough.

I'm worried, yes. But it's a natural fear - I don't want all this work to have been for nothing, especially for something I want so badly. And I especially don't want this shadow of a last chance looming over me during my exams. I've put all my other subjects practically on hold for this - damn stupid, I know, but it's pretty much necessary.

Yes, I'm disorganized and I can't manage my time, but for God's sake, I'm a teenager, of course I'm all over the place, I'm practically supposed to be.


But... Man. It's tomorrow. Ugh.
I have free periods in the morning to sort things out, get some things done, chuck them in my portfolio last minute. I'll even skip part of my Drama class - I'm missing it for the interview anyway. And like hell if I'm going to listen to Mr. Banks drone on when I have my college life hanging the balance...

But... I have worked damn hard. I can give myself that. This is the hardest I've worked in a long time, so even if I don't get accepted tomorrow, I can say that. They SHOULD give me another chance if I don't make it, as they promised me until after the Exams at first, and they told us of a guy that had to try three times until he got in, and even if I have to do that, that's fine by me.

I know I've whinged about this subject in enough journals, but, damn, wish me luck? XD;;



Ugh. The Sonata Arctica concert up in London started 52 minutes ago.


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Mini-Rant Section!
Stop lecturing me. Stop lecturing me. Stop lecturing me.
Stop.
Fucking.
Lecturing me.

TO DO LIST
Next Serai page: Page 11: 45%
Cyan for BW! D<
Playing God poster. Because I love it and I can.
RAID's next comic page(???): 50%


ART TRADES 8D
Cyan for - 50%! Totally on the way omg. D8
Character for (Fairly unexpected. XD!)

Ask away if you wanna trade. <3

PLUGGING
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SERAI CONTEST ENTRIES.
Okay, it's fairly simple: draw the Serai characters. That's it. It can be one, two - as many as you like, and you can draw as many entries as you want. Clour, black and white, whatever you think is enough. References can be found in the Serai folder in my gallery.

DEADLINE: 1st MAY
Prizes: 1st place: Colour pic from me.
Runner up 1: 2 sketches from me.
Runner up 2: Sketch from me.

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All those who enter are AWESOME. <3

Non-Entrant Serai FanArt
(Because I love them and want to feature them as well. <3)

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Thank you so much to all my readers and fanarters. You guys really put a smile on my face.